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[Saturday, February 16 @ 3:10pm] |
You gave me the best gift anyone ever could. You took me through one
of the biggest life experiences. You and I made countless memories that
I will cherish forever, and you completely helped me find myself. And
although the pain ran deeper than nearly anything else, I would never
have wanted to share my first love with anyone else.
That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many
different things. It was always changing, it was what everything
was really all about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years,
or just this instant, or any instant I wished would last and last.
But there was only one truth about forever that really mattered,
and that was this; it was happening.
Anyone can be a slut, a druggie, and so on,
but it takes a lot to be a good girl.
- Michaela Marie -
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[Tuesday, December 11 @ 1:33pm] |
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im such a horrible person. ugh. im frustrated. i met an awesome person last night, problem is i have a b/f. I dunno what to do. It was great talking to that amazing person. He was actually smart and interesting. We cuddled the whole night . It was wonderful. With every kiss i was just praying in the inside for god to let him be actually interested in me.I had a breakdown and he consoled me. How cute. God . He hasnt called yet. I'll keep you posted
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[Wednesday, July 25 @ 1:13am] |
im talking to him. this is so unreal. were on aim and my heart skips a beat everytime his s/n flashes. we havent fought yet. i cant believe it. i just exposed my heart to him. wow . im writing this as our convo is happening. ugh he just wrote that he doesnt know what to say to me. =/. ugh will i ever get over him? why is my life so complicated?
We're talking about his car right know. hope this goes good.
ugh. convo faded
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[Monday, June 25 @ 1:20pm] |
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i had a weird convo with jose. He asked me bout me and joe so i asked bout him and his girl. felt weird.
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[Tuesday, June 19 @ 2:08pm] |
wow i havent written on here since January. I dont even have any livejournal friends anymore so i might as well write to myself.
Jose broke up with me. 8 months and he decided that he doesnt love me. Hurts like a bitch but i stopped crying already. I was devastated. He said i bring too much drama. He's the dramatic one always trying to be mother theresa. That would piss me off. He would always go out of his way to be so nice to everyone . Like wtf? Im a bitch, and he couldnt handle it. One of my "relatives" and his best friend were doing shady stuff thats hurting their health and i told them and he got pissed. Like wtf. If u really care for your best friend u would try to help him out instead of making up excuses. I heard he has a new girl already. Good for him. He could go to hell.
I've finished my first year of college. I cant belive it. 32 credits! Im no longer a freshman! Seems like just yesterday i was at freshman orientation and doing summer B with bryan, mark and sarah. My current gpa is 3.2 Should be higher but o well. I'll bust my ass this fall.
I've been hanging around with this guy Joe. Hes cool and ubber hott but man im like disgusted by guys right know. Theyre all pricks. I just want a nice guy, who shares my damn interests! ugh!
well thats enough rambling. Ima definitely keep writing on this. I need to start expressing how i feel more often
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[Monday, October 23 @ 4:03am] |
He asked me out!The past 2 months that we've been talking have been great. Hes so funny, and laughter is the way to my heart.
Leaving to Horror Nights in 3 days!!!!!
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[Saturday, October 14 @ 8:57pm] |
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He gives me butterflies and makes me laugh like no one else has ever made me. I love this feeling =)
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[Tuesday, September 26 @ 8:32pm] |
So yea life is still great. College is awesome. I might be crushing on a guy lol and i got a tattoo and i dyed my hair reddish.
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[Monday, September 11 @ 3:56pm] |
Life is great ♥ I've been clubbing a lot, going on dates and all that fun stuff.
@ Azucar
@ a Bar
@ Visions
@ Rapids
Cruise
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[Thursday, August 17 @ 7:35pm] |
My life has turned into a comedy and i love it =)
I'll give u all the details when i have time. And no nothing of it has to do with Matt.. im over him. his loss
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[Saturday, July 29 @ 5:20pm] |
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i dont know what to0 do anymore. im tired of crying. he has another girl i think. life has never been so unfair =/. i feel so lost and empty
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[Saturday, July 22 @ 12:32pm] |
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so yea he dumped me. says he rather be with his friends than me. great a year of my life wasted. i no longer have any friends blah
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[Monday, July 17 @ 9:31am] |
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i got a 5 in my A.P Spanish Language test =)(5 is the highest possible score) It will give me 6 college credits !
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[Thursday, July 13 @ 4:09pm] |
So I had my first college exam on Wednesday for MGF1996 (math combined with logic). I was scare because the material is fucking hard and my teacher is a crazy philipino who cant speak english, but my ass managed to get the second highest grade in the class =) I got a C+ so imagine how bad everyone else did. Im so proud of myself.
My a.p scores for my spanish language exam should be coming in soon. hopefully i passed and can get the college credit for it =)
Frat party tomorow!
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[Thursday, June 29 @ 5:56pm] |
So college has started. Its so different from high school but in a good way. I feel like how i felt when i first started middle school and high school lost lol. The place is huge i get lost every single minute lol. My clases are cool i guess, my math teacher is a little weird and the material is hard, Southwest didnt prepare me for it but i know i can make it. My english class and sls class are a breeze. Those two teachers are awesome. Of course ive met some wicked cool people. I thought there was diversity in SW wait till you see FIU. Theres so many different and unique people, but i must say that i love it. You learn so much from them.
Anyways today is my One year anniversary with Matt. Time flies.i love him.
Ive been feeling better. I find the results of what i have some time next week. Hopefully nothing bad =/
You guys should definitely see "Beaches" it is the cutest movie ever. Makes me cry like a baby.
I hope you are all enjoying your summer
♥
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[Friday, June 23 @ 6:49pm] |
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yesterday was horrible. i went to work perfectly fine (publix) and as my doing someones order everything starts moving in slow motion and then i black out. thank god my bag boy caught me. next thing i know im sitting in a chair with all these people around me. everyone was creeped out cuz i got as white as paper and felt super cold. they took me to the fire rescue place next door and they said my blood pressure dropped. so know i have to go to the doctor and have all these heart exams done, and all that bullshyt. ugh.
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[Thursday, June 15 @ 5:15pm] |
i cant believe college is just around the corner!
im excited! Fiu seems awesome. theres so much to do on campus and so many interesting people. =)
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[Sunday, May 14 @ 11:48am] |
he just left and im already missing him sooooo much. he left on his class trip to europe =/.
i cant wait till he gets back. i love him soo much. i cant believe were making a year next month.
well the past few weeks have been fun. i had my prom and gradnight. Gradnight was the best.
here are a few pictures
b4 prom
telly
gradnight
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[Sunday, April 9 @ 12:05pm] |
Friday was his prom. it was awesome. it was soo excititng getting my make up done at Mac =)
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